Just sitting here, listening to some Alexisonfire, before my evening really takes off. This week has already been crazy busy and it's just Tuesday, but good news is, in a few weeks, I'll have a break from the craziness and the crazies of this place. :-p Don't get me wrong, I'll miss it - Hey, I'll even be around for a few months after, just not in the same way as a normal Undergrad would be, because I'll have already taken that step across the stage for Green.
I love sitting and thinking about the future and I how much I want everything to work out, just the way I've always envisioned it. I want to try everything I love and make it work, successfully - And hey, that's not too big of a task, especially when you're willing to work as hard as it takes to prove to yourself, first, you deserve it. That's what I'm going for, proving myself.
At times I get nervous or somewhat overzealous, with planning my life post commencement, but then I think - Heck, if I cannot do what I've always loved and wanted to do, and within each facet that I adore, then maybe I'm not prepared for anything and I should just give up. With that, I always choose to correct my evil hatred filled mind, and focus on the possibility of doing great things, which lead me to dreaming about my future as a happier individual. I love that!
The countdown continues, both for this evening and for the next four weeks, and with each word typed, whether it's music, class, work . . . I'm garnering towards this accomplishment.
Much Love and Dedication.
Peace Out, Dudes,
~Kyra C.
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